20080122

Today, I got mad on Iza.
Because she just said," Mama, you are not hard working."
Maybe, she thought other mothers don't have time to bring their children to school and activities?
I feel offensed.

I feel totally burned-out because of iza...
I try to do everything by myself, and, go to work.
I hope to involve into the very basic daily routine of iza, not help by others, i think it is the "place" where "things" grow...
Ziggy & I try not to have housework helper, we do it by ourselves.
And, we leave no time for ourselves...
This little blog is the only quiet space, I create, revisit nice moments, feel relief...
Iza iza, do you understand?